Scared

Yeah, I've been away for quite some time and quite a lot of things were happening in my life. There is this girl I liked and I proposed and she accepted me as well. We were going out and I believe she likes me. But there is still a lingering doubt how any one can like someone like me. And weather she really likes me or thinks I'm an okay sort of guy.

Its been four months or so and we've got pretty close. But still I feel there is a veil between us. May be my idea of privacy is different from her idea of privacy but I don't wish to hide anything from her, while I expect the same. If we are to share our lives in future, I believe we need to understand each other, but she is still an enigma to me. She is smart, yet naive; caring, constantly scolding; loving, hiding; talkative, secretive!! I don't expect anyone to like me. But I'm glad she does. And doubt if she really does. Afraid she might not. Hope she does.

I know where this is heading. I don't wanna go there but can't steer away. Well, let time decide where I might end up.

for her

He hugged her tight and said, "I will die for you."
She smiled: "I know! Can you live for me?"

She held his cheeks in her hands and kissed him on the forehead.

Inspired by Wiseling's

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Through the mist and fog I run,
under the shadows of self-doubt hovering over the horizon,
with neither a destiny nor direction,
far away from my dearest angel.